Mexicain Journaux Genre: Homme Orientation Sexuel:Homo Anniversaire: Decembre 28 Zodiaque:Capricorn(Lire Plus...) Enregistré Le: Nov 08, 2004 Dernière Visite: Aug 05, 2010 | 11:22 PM
CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved, often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.
Welcome To The World Of Anxiolytics Octobre 26, 2006 @ 05:39 pm{lectures: 3263}
These last three weeks were a total nightmare for me. I scheduled a very tight work calendar and had no time to take a rest and gather new strength to go on between trips. I spent a whole week visiting two to three high schools (I recruit senior high school students to come to the university I work for) then come back home, spent one day doing laundry and preparing a new suitcase full of clothes, then took a plane the next day, spent another week visiting schools and so on. Until last week, I was in the middle of an informative session with students and, suddenly, I started feeling panic, fear, I just wanted to run out of the conference room. So I started breathing deeply and slowly to try to calm down but, then, I started coughing, like I was choking. I had to excuse myself, leave the room, drink some water, recover my calm and then went back to the conference room and finished the informative session. Afterwards, I felt terrible, embarrassed, although it seemed I managed to always keep a calmed appearance. Anyway, I went to the doctor today and I was diagnosed with anxiety. So, I just came back from the drugstore with my brand-new box of Tafil, an anxiolytic (also known as Xanax) and tomorrow I'm going to the shrink...
How did I reach this point? I think it's a whole lot of things all mixed together: the death of my younger brother five years ago, the fact that I'm gay but I can't tell my parents and share my feelings with them out of fear of being rejected, the normal work pressure highs during a campaign, economic situations (you know, credit cards, mortgage) and the fact that I'm very apprehensive among other things. It seems all of these resulted in a mental time-bomb that it's just about to explode.
I hope everything gets back to normal before I turn into a complete nut, lol.
Anyway, just wanted to share it with you guys.
